Re: Jesus, not the first
The big and the small picture does not matter to god. If he is what you say, all powerful and all knowing, he can do anything, altering every level of the story and COULD give the world utopia and nothing but goodness. He doesn't. Your final statement says he wants us to suffer so we'll need him - your god is an asshole.
I should starve my dog just so he knows that he'll get nowhere without me.
A simple souvenir of someone's kill
And like the sea
I'm constantly changing from calm to ill
Madness fills my heart and soul as if the great divide could swallow me whole
oh, how I'm breaking down