victoria

This Thin Line Call Precious

(rap)
i walk along this thin line i call precious
sometimes i even seem to be f*cked up & careless
i see my folks there & i wave for help like mad
but all they do is cast me looks that make me sad
the thin line i call precious is now officially dead
sometimes i wish i wasnt born that i should be dead
f*cked up is my life that if u come near it'd rub off u
so listen up and dont think im just an anywho
im typing all this along as my mind flow
what does it mean? maybe the answer i dont know
so lemme cry alone in this hell i call home
and at night my room is really kinda like the devil's tomb
where my mummy & my daddy dont ever give a sh*t
and tho' im feeling really cold sometimes it feels like hell's heat

CHORUS
so lemme sleep...
cos i dont ever wanna wake up
and lemme keep...
the memories of me & my folks making up
i wanna remember how it used to be, before they left me
cos now they hate me
where i dont belong, anymore
in this thin line i used to call... precious... precious...

(rap)
i cannot understand why they must hate me so
i really wanna leave i really wanna go
but the thing that's stopping me is my 2 kid brothers
who's still schooling who's still studying they're not like the others
who's giving me looks and calling me names, they're not like my brothers
now the thing im saying here is that i cant leave yet
cos i got responsibilities that traps me like a net
so stop asking me the question
cos im really in a tension
my threads are pulled
my strings are stretched
but i know that i am never fooled
and i can even throw words back at my folks to be matched
so just leave me be
and lemme be me

(CHORUS)

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